Death

Why is death so hard? I lost one of the kittens i am raising, i knew i would cause he was so weak but it's still hard. It also showed me that i don't have the friends i thought i did, I posted the news on facebook cause i needed someone to tell me it was ok, but no one even acknowledged it. I got lots of posts about that stupid farmville you know people asking me to help them, why would i want to play a stupid game for you if you didn't want to help me? oh well when Mario gets home he can help me figure out what to do with the poor little thing, right now he is in a box in my kitchen cause i don't know what to do. please someone help me tell me what to do.....

moving time!?

Well Mario is getting the bug of wanting to move back to Fresno! *sigh* It's because between the gas to go down and get his daughter and take her home every other weekend and having no friends up here it's becoming too much. I understand, I really do but i have friends up here people i love and i don't want to leave yet. I knew that we were eventually going to move back but i thought we would be here for at least 3 years and we have now been here for exactly 1 year. I love this town and the people as much as i love fresno i really love modesto. Oh and MOMS club is planning the end of the year banquet and i would love to help! i just don't know if i can now since i am stuck taking care of 2 baby kittens, the mothers milk dried up and so now i have to feed them every 2-3 hrs. Connor however is fascinated by the babies and loves the mama cat since she lets him pet her, unlike our cat Nara who is kinda "cranky" lol.