I have been thinking that maybe all of my posts are downers or make it seem like I am a negative person. This is not necessarily the case, in real life I am very quiet and keep most of my issues to myself so I use this blog as sort of a release or a diary of my feelings. It is important for me to have an outlet that I can express myself with out directly hurting those around me. It seems like this is a great way to do that plus I can get the occasional feedback from readers which I greatly encourage. I mean hey if you need to vent to go right a head!! I love to listen to peoples problems and issues, it makes me feel good if I can help them in some small way even if it is just listening sometimes that is all we need. I think if I only posted positive things it wouldn't be a true reflection of me I would be intentionally leaving out something that I would force myself to keep inside. I want to post the good and the bad because together they are me! So for a funny uplifting ending, my husbands sister and I had this exchange last night; Me: "What kind of puppy did you get?" J: "Half K9 Half American Bulldog" Me thinking to myself: "what?????" Me: "K9" "Like a police dog?" J: "ya!" Me: "ohhh A German Shepard" J:"ya I have to go I am going to be now" Me: (bust up laughing) saying to my husband "I guess when all you see of them is the K9 on police cars as they are hauling off your boyfriends that is what you think they are called!" It still makes me kind of giggle when I think about it.